Ashley Biden diary, page 176 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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Stress addiction has created
Money issues
Dodging/having to keep stories
Stress
Missed appointments
Cancelling entire days due to fear
Cleaning/mess
Having to lie/dodge
Waiting for it + aftermath
Day to day - am I going to ruin?
Crazed in moment to moment
Dissatisfaction - It's never enough. Always wanting more + panicking when realize it's over.
Stealing - no
Starting lying about addiction since age 13
Blatant - yes!
Always
Lied to: mom, dad, Howard, kids/ entire family.
Lied to myself
Extent is that haven't used or can.