Ashley Biden diary, page 214 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
A scan with the transcription overlaid is also published at /images/pages/transcribed/medres/diary214.jpg.
Now I am aware of the experience of suddenly having a silence when the reality floods in everyday. It gave me a model for experiencing the world in a way that the intensity, instead of being threatening, becomes joy producing, physiologically.
Joy, + anxiety + excitement + fear — physiologically — the same neurology is going on. It’s just that our interpretation differs.