Ashley Biden Diary — Page 207

He looks great + sounded great — saying how much he misses me. I miss him too. The dilemma of it all — but I do know — that it will work out the way it should/ will. Think he is regretful of NOT staying sober + fucking our time together up. But it would have been him or me. I'm actually excited for — him to go to a meeting with me. And then I have Howard coming to see me tomorrow. I am nervous + feel happy that he is coming @ the same time. I know this is my time + will not pick up under any + all circumstances for a period of one year. Asking my higher power for signs to help + support me in this extremely — difficult v A. Excited to wake up for coffee tomorrow.