Ashley Biden diary, page 187 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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been going at my face more than usual. Changing medications I must work my body out.
It's almost midnight... tomorrow a few hours away. Will I? I may... but what's that about? It's about the predictability of addiction, craving, wanting, needing, having to have - this is all very normal + part of the disease. The only way to arrest this situation is to sustain + by sustaining over time, that feeling is put into remission and life unfolds due to new situations +