Ashley Biden diary, page 180 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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Self - Away from love - Weight - Health - Looks - Picking at face - Disappointing + not reliable - let self down, by letting others down - Don't take needed actions to move forward - Financially - Reputation - Ability to participate in life - Lie to self "It will be different this time" - Against value of integrity - Hurting career path
Isolated?
That's all it did. 3 years it took before went out. - Crazy anxiety. "lost" Not known to self. Disassociated. Constant fear/anxiety