Ashley Biden diary, page 173 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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I'm ready
7:30:19 # 3
Today is the day - 101 - That's my plan today. The medication is helping stay positive.
Yesterday it was an overwhelming urge in my body. A restlessness so deep. What I realize is that access to any of it - touching the embers - ignites the fire. Once the first spark it's over. The house of recovery is burnt down. So - it's the only way to get rid of all contacts. So I know what I must do.