Ashley Biden diary, page 168 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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Why re-create what has been done to you b/c it's the only place that is "known" to me - it's what I've used to cope -
I made a promise. A promise to wait to use until next Wednesday and to attend one yoga class b/tw now + then. It's the habit of it all -
my aversion to authority + finding gaps in order to "trick, foul, or get way". I think I will continue for my parents sake + see how the next few weeks pan out.