Ashley Biden diary, page 140 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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the way I planned. It's insane and my ability to forget despite negative consequences is what you call addiction. The restlessness is real. The limbo feels super unsettling and I long for peace. Trying to take the vain approach - that it negatively impacts my looks, hair, face, body, and overall health how quickly I forget though + think it would be a good idea. When the consequences cause me so much pain. Angela is in rare form this past week.