Ashley Biden Diary — Page 134

right move? Literally. I'm nervous that I'll get closer to Eric then will have to detach from him as we move further into 20/20. He isn't the guy that I would normally go for + def wasn't trying to get my feelings all mixed up in it. But it's happened + I have to trust that God has a plan for me that I can't yet know or see. I wish I could just go back to loving + living with Howard. Back to a settled marriage. Back to happiness, love, + joy. But those days have passed +