Ashley Biden Diary — Page 62

When I leave - I love so hard. And I get focused on them - their love. Their need for me to be loved. Their validation. Their something...

Here I am talking about another man when I am married! It all feels strange. And disjointed. But what is the common theme in my life? That I keep relapsing + I just can't this time around. I need to stay sober long enough to see the light @ the end of the tunnel.

I keep relapsing over + over again. The longest period of sobriety