Ashley Biden diary, page 46 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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I didn't have to do it. But maybe it would be healing and then again maybe it would open up more wounds that will take me longer to adjust + get over with.
I am going to give it a few days + see how I feel.
I erased his number from my phone - so can't contact him unless he is to contact me which he won't.
I think I need to have sex in order to feel good about not having sex + to get it over with. Neil's friend is a sex addict which might work out well.