Ashley Biden diary, page 15 of 223. Scan and full transcription.
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It involves me engaging actively in the program with my sponsor. Going to meetings, following the advice of clinical staff, praying, meditation - you did so well training your mind to be quiet.
I have to be abstinent. I can't, don't want to, fight this anymore.
It involves focusing on all that I need to focus on.
It involves being around + being with the people who are available to love me + give me support.